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Saturday, September 17, 2016

Project Jyn

I am excited about my upcoming movie "Project Jyn." It's a lead role! I already filmed two scenes.






Monday, August 1, 2016

Actors Anonymous

I am still on cloud nine after filming my first web series “Actors Anonymous.” We completed 28 pages in two days! The cast and crew are so talented. I truly enjoyed working with them. More to come...

                                          Cast/Crew Photo for Day 1
Day 2
Waiting to film my scene
                                                                I loved my makeup!


Tuesday, July 12, 2016

I’m not being punished, I’m being protected

I got the call right as I was going over my lines for a scene I was struggling to memorize.  “We’ve decided to go with another actress for the lead role.” The role I had been working on and developing for six months.  Six months! The role I thought was mine after several starts and stops, dizzying cast changes, and several directors.

I’m still processing it. But as I think back, I see a lot of red flags. To be honest, I wasn’t having fun.  I was starting to dread it.  I felt…uneasy. Sometimes spending time with my husband or just being in front of the TV sounded better. And I didn’t realize how much time I devoted to this role. With so much free time now, I’ve been doing so much.

I should have listened to that voice that was telling me “Something isn’t right about this.”  I ignored it, and now I’m resentful, my confidence is shaken, and I feel as if I wasted my time. Over and over, my instincts told me to get out, give up, throw in the towel, but I didn’t.  I didn’t want to appear as a quitter or that I wasn’t up for the job.  I kept telling myself, “It’s almost over, just hang in there.”


So though I’m a little hurt, I remind myself that I wasn’t punished but instead protected.  Whatever happens with the project is no longer any of my concern.  I’m just glad that big weight has been lifted. 

Wednesday, May 18, 2016

Saturday, May 7, 2016

Tuesday, May 3, 2016

I have a callback

I have a callback for a commercial.  What a milestone! I go out for commercials regularly and literally have to move on because I don't receive any feedback on my auditions. Whatever happens I'm happy because sometimes I wonder "Am I wasting my time?" This makes me want to keep going and not give up.